all the trannyfaggots are shaving their head i guess i'm normal but maybe i don't need a damn fucking hair on my skin. so i shave my whole body i shave til i'm clean i make a list of executions just to waive. my routine is getting read loud & clear & im here and & queer even though we may not "look it" we're here and fear kicking the bucket. i go on suicide watch just to see if i'm wanted just to see if there's anyone who could even trust me. i am lying to myself. i wanna go to hell so i know there's savior for the rest of em. & its not ideal to not know how to feel. it's not real. this is surpassed by simpler times. this is laughable. it's magical.