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bullitboy
00:35
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would u like me if i lost all my teeth, if i bit the bullit hard? down. iron. glass. shatter. faggot. broken, sissy boy, ur not bitin' hard enough.
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new name
02:46
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i don't want a new name i just want my own name & i don't wanna b called something different but i got a new name. u said it was hard to use so we instead used the name u could choose & i offered to change like my new name but u didn't wanna lose me an idea of me as holy (together) & the weather changed from smite to ice to rain & it froze off my new body and broke it into tiny pieces of me & i don't want a new name but i got one anyway.
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blu(dpact)
02:34
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blu har & ripped jeans & small shadow of ur x-being human or dirty don't matter not pretty u take apart every blu little razorblade to shave but mark up ur arms with a crosshatch red burning blu little puddle you're going to muddle thoughts get all muddy ur spinning there is no stopping just hold on & grab on to something get on it get spotted get better get out of the hospital slice out a picture call up ur mom & tell her u love her go shopping
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hairsong ii
03:58
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all the trannyfaggots are shaving their head i guess i'm normal but maybe i don't need a damn fucking hair on my skin. so i shave my whole body i shave til i'm clean i make a list of executions just to waive. my routine is getting read loud & clear & im here and & queer even though we may not "look it" we're here and fear kicking the bucket. i go on suicide watch just to see if i'm wanted just to see if there's anyone who could even trust me. i am lying to myself. i wanna go to hell so i know there's savior for the rest of em. & its not ideal to not know how to feel. it's not real. this is surpassed by simpler times. this is laughable. it's magical.
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tomb of the blu demons
01:48
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holyboy
00:14
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boy with holes in her socks watch the way she walks see how she doesn't talk much anymore
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i love my mom
01:56
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mom doesn't want a plot when she dies so instead im' gonna have to take her somewhere beautiful where she always wanted to go and spread her in-between the snow & the mountains where she'll drift away as tiny burnt particles & i'll never have to see her hurting again. the ulcer will eat at the flames the same it did from her nervoussystembrain & she wont have to feel in pain for when i open up my veins she'll be gone.
mom i wont do it til u are in the air i wouldnt put another dye job into your hair & i dont believe in god but i think he'll put a hand over your eyes and say "yes she's doing lovely yes she's doing beautiful & you will see her when she dies" while knowing its all lies
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careful
03:47
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i recommend sitting through this before continuing. thank you.
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